She did everything she could to embarrass me, belittle me, and make fun of me for being a nerdy little poet.
39- Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier.
Honestly, are we ever fucking prepared to face anything? I don’t think I dwell much on how I could have done things differently because that would leave me with a really heavy heart, and in this midst of a year long depression, I can’t really afford to add more weight to my soul. If that makes any fucking sense.
3- already answered~
25- Talk about an ex-best friend.
I think I will always mourn this relationship. I have never been closer to another human being, not even Filip. She is beautiful, she is strong, and to this day, though I rarely see her, I feel like she sees right into me. She knows my heart. I miss having someone there at every moment. Never being alone. She saved me. I will always love her.
3- Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.
Oh my sweet Filip. We’ve been together for 2.5 years and I honestly fall in love with the guy deeper and deeper every day. It is so fucking hard living so far away from him, I can’t even tell you. But I honestly have never felt this way towards another person. I don’t just love him, I like him. And that’s important. He brings very fresh perspective to my problems, my many many fucking problems, and supports me through it all, even when it starts to drag him down. I can’t express (note how much that means, I’m a poet) the extent of my love, my admiration, my pride for this man. Also he’s so hot.
7- Talk about your biggest insecurity.
If he left me would I drown?
9- already answered~
9- Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
I really enjoy my collar bones, shoulders, complexion, wrists, back
20- Talk about something that happened in high school.
A stereotypically beautiful bitch fucker ruined my junior year
38- Talk about what turns you off.
Neediness, over-explanation, bad style, rancid breath, looks like or actually just doesn’t take showers, disgusting fingers/fingernails, lack of confidence, machine gun questions/apologies